Life is messy.
We create weekly rhythms and chore charts, financial goal sheets and healthy menus that take into account everyone’s preferences. We do date nights and declutter and determinedly decline 80% of the invitations that come our way. All in the hopes of creating orderly, simple, tidy lives.
And still it’s all messy.
We tip into discouragement, especially when we compare our lives to the celebrity blogger or simple living guru. We wonder what we’ve done wrong, what else we can let go of. Maybe if we move into a tiny home with a compost toilet and cloth wipes, life will finally feel simple and easy.
Or what if we simply accept that it’s all messy, we stop looking for perfect, and embrace what is?
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Mostly you get real food on the table and sometimes you don’t. But you give thanks and gather together regularly and enjoy chatting and laughing about the day.
You maintain decent order in your home but hope people don’t look too closely at the kitchen floor which hasn’t been mopped in weeks. Instead of constant cleaning you’re doing work that lights you up, making real food, and going for walks so you are able to show up for your family with love.
Dates nights often consist of driving to Costco together or a quick walk holding hands. But those snippets of time matter and maybe this is what growing old together looks like anyways.
Everything seems to be breaking at once and dipping into your emergency fund to repair the fridge and fix the roof totally stresses you out, making you feel like life is always one step forward and two steps back. But at least you built up that emergency fund to begin with.
You’ve been really tired lately so instead of making Pinterest-worthy crafts, you and your child snuggle on the couch, nestled deep under the fraying quilt, enjoying a Netflix series together. She lays her head on your lap and you know that soon this season will be over; she’s growing up too fast.
None of us live perfect lives, do we? Yet it’s so easy to only see where we’ve dropped the ball, don’t measure up, cannot keep up.
We overlook all the hugs and packed lunches, the showing up and tucking little people into bed. The doing our best even through seasons of grief or pain or uncertainty. The helping our college aged son buy groceries when he is broke and helping our daughter fly the nest when it’s hard and feels like just yesterday that she was learning to read. The messy, ordinary stuff of real life that doesn’t photograph well.
Our pain and discomfort grow roots, I believe, when we spend too much time comparing, thinking about what was or what might be, instead of embracing what is.
Today is a gift in all its ordinary, messy, imperfect glory.
What if we accept that it’s all messy, stop looking for perfect, and embrace what is?
- We could stop watching TV and reading magazines or unsubscribe from social media that makes us feel “less than.”
- Take periodic breaks from all social media or consumption – time to unplug and just live in our messy, beautiful, real lives.
- Speak to ourselves with kindness and forgive ourselves for not living up to our too high standards.
- Remind ourselves that there is incredible beauty in imperfection.
- We could stop comparing ourselves to some imaginary story about what a good mom looks like.
- Love our husbands as they are and stop trying to mold them into someone they’re not.
- Embrace our imperfect bodies, our graying hair, the beautiful crinkles at the corners of our eyes that speak of a full life, well-lived.
- We could celebrate each child for who they are and stop worrying that they don’t fit the mold of the girl next door.
- Choose to see the beauty, embedded deep in each scruffy soul we meet.
- Spend more time appreciating what we do have than pining for what we don’t.
It all goes by so fast. And if we spend the handful of years we get waiting for someday to be happy, never quite feeling satisfied, forgetting to slow down and breathe and notice –we will miss the incredible gift we have been handed.
Life is all messy: Let’s stop looking for perfect and embrace what is.
Ellie says
This is a beautiful reminder. I am going to save it and refer to it often. Thank you!
krista O'Reilly-Davi-Digui says
You are welcome, Ellie! Happy you liked it ?
Andrea says
Wow, so good and so true! Thank you for writing this. I also will keep this and refer to it often!
Krista O'Reilly-Davi-Digui says
You are welcome, Andrea:)
Patty K says
Your words are very helpful to me. Thank you.
Krista O'Reilly-Davi-Digui says
Happy to hear they are helpful to you!
Sally says
I love this. I struggle constantly to be organised and provide the magazine lifestyle I think my family deserve which leaves me feeling overwrought and thinking I am a failure. I am going to embrace your advice and stop trying to control everything which will enable those I love to relax as well. Many thanks
Krista O'Reilly-Davi-Digui says
There can be such a huge mental and emotional shift when we embrace what is, I think – we can actually “live in our messy lives” and enjoy them!
Purple Ella says
I love this post! I am definitely guilty of trying to be perfect and then feeling like a failure when I don’t achieve perfection. Thanks for the reminder.
Krista O'Reilly-Davi-Digui says
I write about this stuff because I benefit from the regular reminders – and you’re welcome:)
Lisa Durand says
Thank you!! I just read a book this weekend by Brene Brown on this same life changing topic and I feel so liberated! … We are enough!! ❤️
krista O'Reilly-Davi-Digui says
Yes- so grateful to Brené for the work she does:)